.. its just me..

Blunt

2011-09-22T01:41:00.000-07:00

What you see is what you get. There's no acting. That's the way I am. If I come out sounding fairly difficult, sometimes I am. The truth is painful to some people and that's unfortunate.
-George Ross/Alan Bond-

Take that people! that's just how i am :)

Three..

2011-09-22T01:34:00.000-07:00

The title is just not even relevant to whatever i am gonna write today :) I just really suck at coming up with a good tittle. Nothing too interesting going on lately apart from wishing that everyday i close my eye and only to be woken up on Sunday :) If you wonder why?? its cause <3 gonna be arriving!! whoopee

Due to boredom i have created a few more sketches.

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speechless just like that...

see ya on Sunday love <3

Black

2011-09-20T02:06:00.000-07:00

Now i finally know why i haven been able to find mood / idea / inspiration / motivation to do any drawing. It was due to all the stress i kept inside me that took up all my brain space.. and FINALLY after releasing some this morning i feel really good!

so with this i manage to come up with these 2 black drawing below :)

-wicked-

-black heels-

<3<3

Boxing..

2011-09-19T21:36:00.000-07:00

I don't really enjoy being Angry all the time.

BUT !!

Watch it you nasty People !

"Your Face kinda make me wanna learn Boxing"

Yea you!!! so you better watch out..

lmao..... just had to do this to release all the negative energy going around.. hahahha..

NOW i feel much better :)

Have a good day peeeps...

5 more days to go <3<3

Plastic People

2011-09-19T01:56:00.000-07:00

I have been wanting to say this for a long time on facebook. Each time i just try to stop myself from posting any angry/nasty status as i dont wanna make myself look tooooo silly on it. I guess today its just a really bad day that i decided that i shall give all this Two face aka Plastic people a piece of my mind.

I totally understand that everyone DOES wear a mask but then again this people just wear a all so nice looking mask where the real person underneath is way rotten. Its just very disappointing that each time you try to not judge and even believing that these people are your friend when they are way far from that.

I mean...

If you're going to be two-faced at least make one of them pretty

by,Dan Luvisi

Anyway in short i am just disgusted by all this Two face aka Plastic people. And i also think all normal/ genuine people deserve someone better whom they can call friend.

Hopefully my week will turn better.. its just 6 days away <3 cant wait

Live without pretending,

Love without depending,

Listen without defending,

Speak without offending.

xoxo

Thread Heels

2011-09-14T23:51:00.000-07:00

I have been very very unproductive for a couple of weeks now as I ran out of some "awesome" brain juice. sooo... Since yesterday i had this "thing" that actually motivate me to start sewing into thin air and yea literally sewing into thin air and finally came up with this!

My own THREAD HEELS!!!!

soo.. it started off with this pathetic looking cone shape... it took me like 3-4 attempts to ensure that it does not collapse and look like a soaked ice cream cone :( nonetheless i still manage to get it up :)

As mentioned above... in order to not let the cone collapse and also to stay in shape i had to use a minimal amount of wire to sorta create a frame for it :)

i swear i wanted to give up half way! .. it just looked like a bunch on coloured hair ..

finally.. it dint turn out that bad... but could be better of course. :)

Thats the end of my random post of my self claimed "awesome" thread heels :)

9 more days <3<3

cant wait :) ceeya ppl.. holiday for use msian tmr :) wopeeee

Hiding my excitement.

2011-09-13T01:40:00.000-07:00

12 more days...

and.... thats it! we gonna TRY to end all the distance issue for abit..

Emotions are just floating all over my head and going everywhere...

I just kinda fail in hiding my excitement at times.

So i shall just tell myself 12 days is still long long way to go... ..

sigh......

The Surprise

2011-09-08T01:41:00.000-07:00

sooo.... TADAAAA.. this is the surprise that came in :) and totally made my day :)

Thank you my dearest for making the effort to make me happy :) wheee

so this time round i got the blue roses :) my favourite colour :)

i really hope the flower could last a lil more compare to the last one as i really have no green fingers.. haha mine are blue :)

as usual.. after a boring day you will have a boring blog post..

i hope everyday would be as awesome as yesterday :)

loadsa love<3<#

I am just in the mood to yap!

2011-09-07T01:00:00.000-07:00

This sounds a lil ridiculous but oh well, i just happen to be in the mood to yap n yap n yap..

Its been a really good day for me so far. Bundle up a 30 pages proposal , waiting for a surprise to come :), awesome email came in, and its getting nearer to the date! -- oh and it rained too!!!

In short its just been a really happy day for me :)

As usual, this is one of the hotels that i would love to land my feet on :) I would just stay all day in the room enjoying the view ...

.. I am in need of VACATION!!!!! ..

<3<3 love..

It's all about numbers

2011-09-06T23:53:00.000-07:00

It has been a really busy week for me. The good thing about it is that time pass really fast when you are busy and i would really love to have the time pass fast as i cant wait till the DAY comes!

sooo.. lets do a lil counting today..

(JULY 2009)

It's been about 26 month now since we first met online on "compare hotness" on facebook

(FEB 2010)

19 months now since we got together :) hopefully more to come <3

(JULY 2010)

A year after we met on facebook , you made a trip down to Malaysia to meet me :) Its your first time down to Bolehland and also the time where you met roti pisang and fell in love with it ..phewww how time flies.

(JAN 2011)

It's been that long since i last see you in person... I have spend that much time with you in a box... sometimes i think its unbelievable

(23rd SEPT 2011)

counting down! only 16 days till you jet off from LONDON! i hope things will be fine and that you will have a safe journey down.

1,2,3,4,5,6,7........18! more days till i can see you!!! Can't explain my feelings here.. tons of butterflies in my stomach :D

Anyway, its been a really wonderful journey with you.

Cant wait to spend more time with you this time. I love you tons .....

Ja lubju tebya i skuchaju po tebe ochen ochen ochen mnogo bubu :)

<3<3..... loadsa love

Long holidays can be boring at times.

2011-09-01T22:52:00.000-07:00

Finally i am back at work! but not for long it's the weekend again. peeeeh!!

I think i might be a workaholic cause i get really bored at home and cant wait to come back to work again..also i might be crazy thats why.

Nothing to special during my off days apart from limteh session with a few friends and not forgetting some random crazy photos with my sister.

crazy head swinging pose T_T

i like it when i make myself look like a weirdo! hahaha

As usual, she is not as gentle and demure like she portray on her picture above! THIS IS THE REAL HER!

I couldn't stop laughing when i was ps-ing this picture.... ok... mayb is not so funny afterall.. oh well.. :)

Anyway apart from all that nonsense i also manage to get myself a new snake skin card holder to replace my "nighmare before xmas" card holder that has served me well for years.

Kinda happy with it actually.

This is to stop all the weird stares i get each time when i pull my old card holder out from my bag -_-!

soooooo...

Walla! i am still a happy kid..

Happy holiday to everybody in Malaysia :) and Selamat Hari Raya.

larves <3<3

just another weekend ...

2011-08-28T21:13:00.000-07:00

With just a blink , another weekend is gone. Nothing too interesting this weekend for me apart from my holiday booking!

YAY!!! VACATION!!!.

How was yours?

By the way i just realise i made a huge mistake on the previous post. It wasn't 33 more day but just 30 days. My memory is failing me recently that i cant even remember half the thing that was shared with me. Yes! it is that bad . So..... is there anything that i could take to improve my memory apart from gingko??

Its 27 days from today :) It has been 225 days since i last see him in flesh.. can't wait till the 25th come! wheeee....

just a lil sneakpeek on where im heading next!!!

looking forward to it :) <3<3

Till then peeps..... <3

33 days..

2011-08-25T01:26:00.000-07:00

After soooooo long i finally decided to blog again.

It makes me feel really stupid reading back my previous post.

Anyway its approximately 33 more days before i get to see my love one again :) I cant wait !!

Today has been like a really boring and unfruitful-day.

loadsa love <3

Its christmas eve in malaysia already!

2010-12-23T13:51:00.000-08:00

Its late evening here .. but its already early Christmas eve in Malaysia.. I happy to be here with my love ones... but i somehow miss those ppl back home.. been spending years celebrating Xmas with em.. This would be the first time being so far away from home for Xmas....

i Guess i must have been bad?? what is all this happening somehow i think.. pff i think im being a lil emo.. after all that has happen this month..thinking of the flight delay still scares me a lil..Before all this.. i have always love to see snow for once.. AND my first encounter with it is that it got my flight delayed and cancelled.AND now that im here.. weather forecast says that there wont be any snow for a couple of days.. which includes Xmas! HOW GREAT?

Boyfie busy working the past few days.. and im bored home.. watching movies and wrapping presents....because of the delays... i wont be able to go to london city before christmas.. how great! pffff...sooooo ive decided to go shopping tmr .... and nope.. not in london city.. wont wanna imagine the crowd there... CRAZY!!

anyway .. nothing much happen today... except.. hahaha early in the morning i bullied boyfie.. ahhaa made him make me breakfast.. wash dishes and do laundry ...:P i think he must have regret now having me here <3<3 heehee...

welll ... merry xmas everyone.. especially those in malaysia.. i hope everyone enjoy emself and have a great christmas this year....

finger crossed* i hope no more unfortunate events for me this year...

MERRY CHRISTMAS WITH LOADSA LOVESSSSSSS FROM LONDON <3<3<3

unbelievable december

2010-12-22T10:07:00.000-08:00

its unbelievable in a bad way....It started with grandpa leaving us... then maksim... and best of all the flight issue that i encounter one after another!

For now i just hope things would get better in the coming new year.

The whole journey to london is just a nightmare to me.Instead of arriving in london at 530 am on the 20th i only got in at 5pm on the 21st..My flight with MAS airline got delayed one after another ( and i mean like 4 times ) and the last time would b it has been canceled... DAMN IT!!! i end up going and get a ticket from airasia! .. pffff i would never pay to take MALAYSIAN airline no more! FREAKING SHIT that refuse to refund my ticket after canceling the flight.. AND break some parts of my bag and got it dented!!! pffff.. Shitty people..

Anyway i felt like i was in the amazing race trying to get to some place!!! I was lucky enough to make some new friends who help around with everything .At last after a 3 hours delay, we thought everything is fine after we board up the plane!!! NOOO this bad SHIT doesnt end just there!!!.. we got called to get off the plane for technical problems! pfff.. how great is that... MAS couldnt fly coz they cant get a place to land!! AND stupid airasia cant FLY coz of technical problem!! for once i think i was DAMN FREAKING SUEY!! someone must have been cursing me.. GOSH DAMN U! i know who u are,, ahhahaha coz im cursing u too!! hahahahhaha... NO! its not the end yet,... COZ when we landed we got no place to park!!!! woooooo... JUST MY LUCK or what??? AND worst of all is to see the canceled mas flight landed in stansted!!!! pffff

sooo... after like 50++ (round it up 60 hours) i finally arrived safely in london..and the snow is already melting!!! damn it! .... i must have been really bad eh??

i am so glad to know that i have so manyyyyyyy and i mean many friends that actualy care for me when i was surpose to go for holiday... love u guys so much.. not to forget my boyfriend too who guess my flight.. and came to pick me up with flowers!!!!! <3<3<3 couldnt ask for more :P and also to the new friends i made during the crazy trip...

Hopefully things gets better from here!.... #

have a great week ... xmas is round e corner!! wohooo:P

i miss my dog.. n its been more than 48 hours...:'(

2010-12-16T07:22:00.000-08:00

I am damn freaking sad at the moment.. its been more than 48hours since maksim (my golden retriever) is missing... its like 2 losses in 2 weeks..im gona get so depress...i think today its like bad... the feeling of losing it forever is sinking it.. im am just sooooo sad... i hope it find its way back..or perhaps my grandpa soul could bring it home.

i miss feeding her, playing with her..running around with her and so on... i miss her waiting for me to come home.. i miss seeing her bushy tail wagging.. i just miss her so much... what a thing to happen before my trip... i hope it does not affect me ... each time i think of her i just feel tears in my eyes..damn ! this is just bad...so tame n timid.. its gona b so hard for her to be living on her own outside.. i hope some kind ppl take her in:( aaaaa sooo depressing....

Anyway.. MAKSIM!!! i miss u.. please come home!!!!

on the other hand.. im almost done with packing my luggage. I cant believe time past so fast, its almost 2 months since i last see him.. now i cant wait to see him again n spent christmas with him. i hope it snow when im there:P hopefully i will update my trip here as often as i could without being lazy...

tmr would b my last day at work! wooohoooo:P

i dont know to be happy or sad.. :)( im happy in fact so happy gona get to see boyfie soon.. but yet so sad that maksim is still not home.. i really do hope she finds her way back home before i leave the country:(

maksim i love u .... boyfie.. i love u tooooooooo bolshe <3<3<3<3

retail theraphy

2010-12-14T07:48:00.000-08:00

Had a looooog day today. After work , went to meet up a friend and did some shopping with sis and her.. it was awesome!! i bought a gazillion stuff ( by gazillion i mean 13 items hee hee) and burn a lil hole in my pocket! i need more money! money anyway?? pls donate me some..

Got home, wrap em up and they are all ready to go in to my luggage! all good to go.. in fact i have not really pack my bag yet.. i better start tmr.. before i miss out anything. i wanna buy more clothes.. i need more!!! sooo money again!!!

BAD NEW**** jeng jeng jeng...

MAKSIM (not the great piano player) but my doggy is missing.. n i miss her tons.. she was out all day ... it feels so weird.. one lost after another.. i really hope she comes home soon.. cause we all miss her..

pls pray tt she comes home soon..(need to find a pic of her )

yeye

2010-12-14T00:07:00.000-08:00

"yeye" thats what i call my grandpa. Anyway he has left us last week to a better place without suffering. He passed away last week when i was writting a post about him BUT before i even post it up. The house is quieter now. Even-though i am not that close with him but it just felt weird not having him around anymore. :( RIP yeye....

anyway im flying in only 5 days now.. i think im starting to get nervous.. Although we have been together for sometime now.. i still get nervous each time we meet.... :) <3<3

Gonna go do a lil shopping later for some xmas pressie... wish me luck peeps...

have a good weekend people!

im flying in 18 more days:P

2010-12-02T00:29:00.000-08:00

lack of post! lack of post as usual. Anyway i was pretty busy with tons of work since i got back from Shanghai. (Damn! i do have an excuse each time) And finally today things slow down a lil for me. Hopefully i get some decent rest with no crazy dreams.

Talking bout dreams! Recently i have really tons of weird dreams and one of the is just soo crazy that it woke me up in the middle of the night feeling so terrible. Soo.. this is how it started... " me and my bf was in a room and each of us got a chair on our own. Soon a friend came in and pour each of us a cup of alcoholic drink. She end up standing in front of my bf leaning over n seduce him!!! pfff n oh well to shorten up my oh so boring retarded dream... SHE seduce my bf and wrote her whole encounter on fb!!! and i was just next to them the whole time!!!!! belardyfool! ill slap the shit out of her in real life" hee heee fullstop.

I know i suck at telling stories.. Anyway its only 18 days more before i fly to London. I am like all so exited to see my bf as usual!! wohoo and xmas in london is like a Dream Come True. White xmas.. Last year a wish came true.. i found my BLUE EYES! hopefully this year i get another wish too :P

Its raining heavily again.. so not looking forward to drive home:( damn it,.. have a good week everyone:P

finally back from shanghai...

2010-11-23T04:39:00.000-08:00

just a short one.. since ive been mia-ing for a week...

flight back was rubbish..screen just gets smaller and smaller. im guessing its a super old plane. tt the screen is so tiny.. so blury and has got no pause button!! crap pissed!!! coz it take 20 min before my movie start after i press play and cant pause when i go for my frequent toilet trips! Pfff.....anyway .. conclusion flight was crappy! fullstop.

no many pic for the moment.. anyway i dint take much pic as i was there for work..so as usually it will b a boring wordy post.. To be honest i love travelling but i hate the flying and going through custom part.. its just a pain in the TUT! i am so not looking forward going thru the uk custom -__- but i will for my lover on the other side of the globe! pfff... hee hee..

Shanghai reminds me of Guangzhou. Those super awesome flyover that go over one another, i saw one with 4 layers. O_0! not only that, its also like taller than the 5-6 story flat next to it.. its just awesome. We have got like overhead bridge to cross from left to right but this chinese ppl from china has got a circle one that reach all corners:P anyway im really bad at describing sooo.. oh well.. use ur imagination:P

Stayed at swisshotel shanghai, great hotel as its placed right at the center of the city.

the huge living area ... with my unglam feet:P

another view of it:P

a small dining area..

the grand chandelier on top of the dining table..

my fav box:P hee hee

open up n i got tons of toiletries.. bf call me cheepo for bringing em back! but i think they are soo cute.. this can only happen in china when things are super cheap.. they can waste all kinda resource! hahaha so free to pack em up in small lil box!!!! damn!

my fav room!! the bathroom!!!

hahahahhaha i sat on the towel rack to take this pic.. ahaha n i broke it:P hee heee it came out from the wall.!!! i think im getting too heavy:P

another cute stationary box:P
i wish i could grab everything home:P

some awesome looking restaurant we found at shanghai old town...

my no nonsense kinda socks:P hee hee

some weird looking.. poopoo pickle! hee heee...

the cbd area.. i think .. i think mayb.. oh well..this area reminds me of london n paris soooo much cause of the building!!! -__- i miss it there :(

some cute looking ducks from one of the park we visited....love the colours!

went to china outlet store..Great experience but not great place to buy anything branded as its like 40% more than what u pay for in singapore at least. i prefer to shop in usa so much more.. im sooo sad.. dun get to go this time.. hahahaha.. but i prefer spending time with my lover.... worth it!

anyway i end up buying a boots from enzo angiolini... still think i paid too much for it! ok im a cheepo tts y.. hahahahahhahah

not too bad i guess.. oh well my boots!! hack care!

love this boots.. hahaha cheepo boots i bought from old shanghai town... something u wear for a month n throw..:P hahahaha.....

got a pressie too:P

love em!!! so comfy.. whahahhaa now i got 3 new boots.. i gona ditch my old aldo's one i got a year ago:P hee heeee

part of my crazy shopping loot:P hahaha too lazy to take pic so blah!!!!

pffff n i manage to cut myself while trying to clean the old rubber from my eyelashes curler.. .. a deep on tooT__T oh well n soo i get to use my cuter geeko ban aid:P

anyway i shal stop here.. im soo lazy to continue... i hope time pass real fast.. i cant wait to fly back to london again!!! woohoo.. white xmas.. i hope all gona b fine for me.. i really dun wanna come back alone tho!!... life sucks at time...

with so much work at hand n so many ppl to meet before i leave.. im sure.. time will zap past fast... oh well.. have a good week peeps.. zeeeya:P

circular apartment

2010-11-09T22:15:00.000-08:00

Well... for some good reason i think my favourite past time now is to look for holiday stays (hotels, villa , apartment ) and so on.. For some obvious reason i cant afford most of em, but i still enjoy browsing em and thinking that perhaps one day i would have something better. Whats even better if i could find something i like and being able to have it.

As from my previous post, i've mention about the ocean view apartment that we would be renting for holiday, but today we will bring it to a whole new level with this incredible apartment i found :P This AWESOME apartment is located at Darling point, Sydney and it comes with a super breath taking view..

Circular tower = panaromic views!

i shall stop my blabs... and continue with the pictures...

anyway they are not in order coz i jumble em up!!! so .. oh well..

kitchen and dinner area..

small lil cute round island.. tho i would prefer a bigger one...in a curve shape :P

i like how u can walk around in a circular corridor, a never ending walk :P

tv area... an open space from the corridor. when you got too bored of the tv.. just change your view to the city and harbor view :P

sliding glass door.. to make sure u have a full view. ( the same kind of doors from the shops in t3 singapore airport) hee hee...

can see the lift from thie view ( can you see??) i dont really like it this way tho..

actually i do think that this building is perfect for a restaurant.. hahaha..

room

another roomie.. (wonder where is the toilet pic) pffff

study area... and when u got too bored of work.. just need to lift up ur head!!! and all your worries are gone.. wopeeedoo.. u might have birds flying across.. hahahahhaa

i really love how the balcony look in this picture.. ahhhhhh heaven...

part of the view that you would be seeing if you manage to get hold of a lot in your DREAMs... ahem..

anyway if i had the opportunity to add on my personal touch to this building.. this would b my suggestion

- i would make this tower rotate.. so each and everyday and everyhour.. you get a diff view :P

-everyone owns a floor.. so .. hmmm the lift should b the core of the circular tower?? no?? YESH!!!!! it would b so awesome.. and mayb if i go a lil extreme.. u get to choose to pick your level and the room u wanna the door to open.. perhaps to the hall.. or bathroom!!!! cheeky eh!!!!hee heee

ok thats all i can think for now.. hopefully one day i own a place like tt.. dreaming*.. anyway im very dissapointed in this set of pictures.. cause it does not have my fav room!!! WHERE IS THE BATHROOM!!!! grrrrrrrr

so... the great designer of this modern building is from Stanic Harding Architecture..

on the other hand... i hope my passport comes back today from china embassy and my jeans tt i sent for alteration to b back tmr.. gah.. gonna be a busy week.. gonna be away from a week next week.. thus my blog would be abandon again!!!! hurray!!!!!

have a good day peeps....

paris

2010-11-07T01:33:00.000-07:00

2nd part of my europe trip. We took eurostar to Paris after spending 4 days in london.. sobs sobs bf is not tagging along... thus less camwhore pic ...Was pretty exited tho as its my 1st time visiting the awesome PARIS...

we leave london earlier than we plan so we reached paris about evening?? anyway.. driver was waiting to pick us up.. was kinda worry about the strike going on in paris but PHEW... we saw and experience nothing at all throughout the whole trip:P BTW i can hardly understand what the driver talking at times:P really hard to understand.. hee hee..

check in to hotel athenee.. OMG its a great looking hotel and only like a stone throw away from the eiffel tower..I just felt like i step into so suaku land or something.. everyone is like so posh.. with fur... and everyone carries a HERMES.. GOD DAMN IT! doggies are welcom into the hotels too.. anyway i shall continue bout hotel in a while..

after we check in we quickly change and left for dinner to avoid the crowd.. took a cab to champ Elysees.We were surpose to get down at monoprix to get some water but end up walking to the opposite and had a huge platter of cold fresh seafood.. and literally sitting in the cold having em:P after dinner we continue strolling to find the "mini market" without realising that the taxi actually did stop us in front of monoprix.. haha but it was disguise as like a fashion store.. as the mini market is ground floor.. pfff.. so much for walking in the cold.. !!

in search for monoprix

pizza place along champs elysees

cute looking building... but god knows what happen to my cam!! grrrr

the long "HIGH FASHION" stretch back to hotel :P

soo.. this is how it goes.. perhaps im just spoilt like bf said.. but i love spacious hotel and from all i check online.. usually hotels in paris are tiny.. Got into the lift and i go.. hmm thats it! (the lift only fits like 4 of us by squeezing inside ) so not looking forward to the room.. -___-!

BUT!!!! i was wrong!!!! the room was great even better than the one we had in london!!! woohooo... PHEWWW.. and a super huge BATHROOM even wooohoooo:P

From the hotel room .. u just need to pop ya head out the window and ull see EIFFEL tower.. awesome aint it??

so pretty aint it?

my heaven! HUGE BATHTUB! ahhahaa... my obsession with em.. yuuhoooo

love the design on it.. it should b on my bathtub post.. :P

the lil sitting area... with a huge mirror and hidden tv..

this is the huge mirror and the hidden tv in it:P

apparently the eiffel tower is not pretty at all in the day time ... baaah!

the famous arch along champs elysees

sacred heart cathedral

breathtaking view from the top:P

panaromic view from the top...thanks to all the short lil buildings in paris:P

went to gallaries lafayatte.. then we walk.. n walk n walk.. n manage our way back to hotel.. thanks to mua:P hee hee

along the way.. we get to take pic of awesome monuments...

i think i was in the car tho...

and i was right.. we took a car one day for shopping n tour around paris.. went to la
valle but there isnt anything to shop... pffff

i like how this picture turn out.. but it could b better.. pfff

and this too:P

hahaha the dramatic skies

love this pic..

while msia is being attack by some stupid haze.. paris skies are like.. BOooootifull...

notre dame church :P

the lourve

another cool looking pic.. from the car:P

apparently paris has got square trees :P

everynight at 10pm sharp the tower starts to glitter.. and it look awesomely awesome:P

tadaa.. eiffel tower( not the best picture, i know) there was tons of police and fireman there as there was a small fire earlier..

the bottom of eiffel tower is filled with peoples and peoples and more peoples.. so many ppl selling weird things.. hee hee n some weird Egyptian woman.. haha which can strip in 2 sec into gypsies:P

had lunch at le jules.. food was not too bad.. but abundance:P view was breathtaking.. luckily we were early.. so i manage to snap a few pic before looking like some crazy suaku tourist! pffff

cute looking cutlery

the eiffel tower shadow:P

panaromic view from the top:P

can you spot sacred heart???

another church i guess

thanks to all the short lil building in paris.. thus we have this:P

wahahhaha.. i love this pic:P

walking back from galaries lafayette

can you spot the tower from afar? thats how i find my way back to the hotel:P hee hee hee
anyway.. there is so much more that happen during the trip.. bt no time to take pic... look too much like suaku... we spent one of the day in anieres.. which is louis vuitton house.. which is the whole purpose of the trip.. bottomline.. paris was fun.. but with tons of money... if not.. it will just suck u dry in no time:P hee hee..

after 4 days in paris.. we took a train back to london.. hahaa happy.. yet sad.. cause london means i get to see my lover.. but also mean im leaving europe soon.. oh well anyway..after we arrive back in london.. we settle down in hotel.. had a quick lunch and i took a metro back with boyfie to his house... for once i thought aint the train surpose to b bigger since the ppl there are bigger?? its so small and squeezie inside...eeekk...

got back to his town.. n i felt like i was in universal studio... (lack of pic as i was too busy spending time with him.. hahaha no time to waste) waited for his mum... n we headed home.. geezzzz.. they dun allow me to carry anything.. whahaha im gona b spoilt rotton... n ITS NOT MY FAULT BUBU!!!

on the way home.. his mum stop by to get something.as we waited for her at the bus stop. A few retarded kid got too bored and started sniffing sweets?? hahahaha omg... this is so crazy... Got home... chill in a bit... wheee dinner was good with some champagne.. Thank You bubu for the suprise belated bday celebration.. thanks for the cake and the fruits.... i had fun that night..

aiya.. im too lazy to write.. anyway i had to leave the next day.. so sad.. so fullstop.. end of story.. ahhahahaa..

so again after 3824757554 hour im done with this post again.. wopeee....have a good sunday peeps... im hungry... :(

London (October 2010)

2010-11-05T01:37:00.000-07:00

Finally i am back from London!

Gonna try to do a lil update on it.

My 1st stop was London. Obviously it is my favorite place since i get to see my boyfie for a little since he left Malaysia about 1 and half month ago :P (i am a happy kid)

Stayed over in Fairmont the night before i flew off the next morning. Stood out my balcony and that is what i saw ! hahahahaha i couldn't stop laughing at the way he layed there :)

Somehow London airport is always really crowded. Luckily for us we manage to get on the fast track, if not we would probably needed about an hour for clearance .Now this makes me really worry about my trip in December. London-er are not as helpful or as friendly as i thought they would have been. pfffff...

Anyway, after we got everything settled its already late evening. Hop on the car and left for a quick dinner at a spagetti place and then to the theater for "Dirty Dancing". My gosh.. i can hardly keep my eyes open throughout the whole show. Hardly had any sleep the night before and also the 13 hour journey in the flight. This is just really bad as i fell asleep half way through the show and it is really embarrassing.

It was already pass midnight when we got back to hotel. Quickly clean up and go to bed as i cant wait to see my lover the next morning :)

I cant help but to feel like as though i am dreaming when i see him. * i pinched myself just to make sure i wasn't dreaming! hahaha

We hop on to the open top bus for a quick city tour . Starting from Hyde park since we stayed right opposite. ( By the way we must be really crazy since its really cold outside )

The buildings look really pretty around us. Although the Christmas deco is up ,its not lighted up yet (even at night). Iam so gonna go back there in December just to see the lights and Decorations !!wohooo!!!

Its freezing cold up on the top.. but mr smarty ass dint bring his gloves : P Instead he brought 2 pairs of my gloves for me :P wohooo

Madame Tussouds dome where a 3d short movie is played.

Seriously we must have been really crazy to take an open top bus tour in this cold chilly weather as it is FREEZING up there....brrrrr ...Anyway we were only there for 1 stop.. hahaha ...Right after the 1st stop ,went down for breakfast and thats it! what a waste of money!!!! I WANT A REFUND PLEASE.. hahaha

Forever pulling crazy faces while bf busy with map.. hahaha

The blur sotong guide.. He had a hard time figuring out the confusing map.

Really loved the building there

cute shops with sewing machines all over :P

camwhore moment

awesome views..

Some weird statues figurine spotted when we got down for breakfast across the street :P

i dont know whats with tt face.. looks like a "laosai" face tho :P

Its really sunny in London unlike what my boyfriend describe to me to be "Gloomy"

(^(OO)^)

naw! you get to see his BLUE eye :D

church in front :P

spotted a malaysian restaurant..

cute black london cabs:P

london eye from afar:P

i wanna bring the bottle home can i???

big ben big ben

Some war ship along river Thames

london bridge is falling down falling down. oppsss.. nah, its still there :P

Tadaaaa its Robert Patt..

okok..Its from Madame Toussouds. I have been there 3 times already (although is in a different country) so im kinda got bored there.. I see the same old people , monster and so on.. hee hee :P
BUT this London's Madame Toussouds has got a ride though :P wohoooooo

Look at the mess in there!!! we were there at 9 am ( thats the time it opens ) and its already packed!!! wth!

Japanese lady taking picture all over the world eh!!! remember her?? I think I met her in ny!!! lmao :P

Yes! .. Finally there is someone taller than him..

I think the bike is too small for him

vrroooommm.....

sexy pose "phail"...

sexy pose "phail" 2#

i had to tip toe -_-!!!

long lost bro... hahahahhahaha

almost there:P u need to get a lil bigger .. wringkly.. hee hee im kidd..

i need a bigger head bubu! hee hee

head butting!!! im coming u idiot!!!

(^(OO)^)

god knows whats that.,. i thought it surpose to make our face bigger? no?

nothing funny happening also..

pat the shiny head:P

hahahahhaa

FINALLY! we left Madame Toussouds. It took me 13483579387243 hours to finish this freaking post!

ENG SOK KIM!!!!! have a safe trip to bkk!!! and have fun!!!! eat, buy, eat, buy!!!! dun forget to take good care of yaself.. cant wait to see you when u back!!!! hugsssss..

pheww.. like finally <3<3

BAG!

2010-11-03T00:17:00.000-07:00

I have this weakness for handbags. Tho i dont own many of em, i am very picky when it comes to it. Don't really own many big brands but have like a few vintage bags. I prefer genuine leather tho oh well thats just a personal preference:P

Currently theres like a few handbags that i fancy.. pffff just a lil pricey...or should i say tooo pricey .. oh well. HERMES and MULBERRY has this really classic looking bags and i love em. This trip to europe has made me realise that every big brand out there has got their own version of birkin BAG. In fact some are even costlier than the original Birkin itself. I was in Salvatore Ferragamo store when i was in Paris and the moment i step in, there was this bag that instantly caught my attention ( i was trying to find a pic of it but i fail but nonetheless its a gorgeous bag ) Its a leather weaved messenger bag with very intricate weave. LOVE IT. If i did not remember wrongly it has only 400 pieces worldwide! Count yourself lucky if you manage to get one :P

ANYWAY... recently i saw this bag... which i think is unusual.

bright orange clutch

Bright Red "birkin" looking bag

i dont know if you could guess the material just by the picture itself. In case you really cant, its made out of pvc ( jelly kind) i personally find it really unique. SOOOOO i decided to get one each.. hee hee..hopefully its not another spur of the moment buys ... ...

green tea

2010-11-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

It all started when sis ask me this morning why am i drinking tea again :P she say i'm gona drain up all my calcium! soooo..since i drink minimum of 1 huge cup of tea everyday i decided to google the benefits of drinking GREEN tea daily.

And... this is what i found...SIX good reason to drink GREEN tea daily.

1st and one of the important ones GREEN tea keeps you away from obesity which means WEIGHT LOSS. It helps by stopping the movement of glucose in fat cell, burns fat and boosts your metabolism rate naturally. :P

2~ Its great for our skin as the antioxidant in the tea protects the skin from the harmful effects of free radicals , which cause wrinkling and skin aging ( if you dont want you skin to sag better start drinking em :P ) apart from that it also helps to fight skin cancer.

3~ this is to miss JACELYN .. GREEN tea apparently has got very high fluoride content. This helps to keep our bones strong and if you drink it everyday it will also help u to preserve your bone density:P subtitute this with milk NOW! im kidding.. hee hee

4~ GREEN TEA helps to keep us away from diabetes. It helps by improving the lipid and glucose metabolism, prevents sharp increases in blood sugar level, and balance your metabolism rate. ( but i assume this is when u drink the tea without sugar AND not eat sweet stuff like crazy... cause if u do.. even if you drink 1 dozen a day would not help )

5~ If you always forgets something .. TADAAAA take some GREEN tea.. apparently it helps to boost your memory .

6~ GREEN tea is STRESS free. Apparently, L-theanine, which is a kind of amino acids in GREEN tea, can help relieve stress and anxiety.

Soooo what you waiting for?? start drinking your GREEN tea now!!!

great month ..

2010-11-02T22:05:00.000-07:00

October has been a great month after-all. ive been neglecting my blog since i was away in Europe for about a week. (another great excuse) i have so much to write but i guess as usual i would end up giving up half way.

Every year without fail i am always looking forward for October to come. There is so many birthdays going on in this month which includes mine. I share the same birthday with with a few awesome ladies itself : P anyway i guess i had an awesome birthday with my friends, then my family then lastly with my bf and his family in London :P

Anyway, apart from birthdays i also spend a week in Europe for work.Would probably try to update soon about it. Anyway most people who reads my blog would have probably be from my facebook. Blah.. my life is so boring.

Apart from all that there isn't much going on in my life now. Oh well.. if everything goes well i would be jetting off soon again before to London :P Finger crossed :P Traveling can be pretty fun but the hours spent on board aint nice at all. That's even if you're traveling on business class. After some hours my nose usually gets dry and back start to ache... i wish someone could invent some sort of teleport machine soon.

have a good week peeps.. im gona win some lotto today!!! Dont forget to buy the lotto ticket today DEAR U HEAR ME?? <3<3 hee hee

8 months.. n still counting!!

2010-10-07T00:56:00.000-07:00

ok i think this post might sound a lil bimbo.. but who cares.. everyone has got their lil moment of bimbo-ness, so i shall have mine :P sooooo.. this post will be about me and my boyfriend. so now you know and its not too late yet to close the window if u want to..(^(OO)^)

oh well anyway..its been a great 8 months being with u and i love u big fat silly :P Soooo happy that i might be able to see you for a lil next week . pff.. now im lost for words and for a moment i had so much to say before.

Lets talk about what i feel about the whole relationship .

Time zap pass really fast.... and its been 8 months since i ditch my singlehood.. To be honest.. i still think all this is like a DREAM~~. Although i have always joke and said that i would want someone with blue eyes and tall, never did i imagine that i would ever have one someday. So... im guessing good things do happen eh? Most people would probably think.. oh well u cheeepo.. just get a "angmoh" pffff its not my fault if i am not attracted to asian aint it?

Anyway there is always a price to pay for things you want. It kinda sucks sooo much to be so far apart from your love one.. and for so long.. not fun at all..anyway i hope this problem can b solve..

anyway i have a msg for ppl who is still snooooooping around my blog and think shit of my bf.... i am happy now although he is sooooooo far away and no! my bf is nothing close to all the nonsense u say.. stuff some shit to ur mouth!! He is a great bf.. BETTER THAN YOURS FOR SURE...

i think i ramble too much.. n i dont even understand much what im talking about..everything is like everywhere.. oh well thats just how i am.. MESSY..

on the other hand.. i went ebay shopping yesterday again. Bf bought me 2 pairs of gloves to keep me warm and also a pair of jeggings... wopeee.. anyway, i dont know y.. but most of the time i cant blive i have a bf.. and what more a bf who has blue eyes!! slap me pls sumone! hahahaha (not too hard)

Im lame.. pfffff...what a random post..

anyway i blame it on being too tired. oh well..

i love u bubu.. n its been great having u all this 8 months :P .. see you next week : P hugs n kisses

Bathtub

2010-10-04T01:25:00.000-07:00

Its a random post as usual.. but seriously i have this "thing" for bathroom.. and so.. i love bathtubs.... and recently i have been spending too much time looking for holiday stay.. now im hooked thinking of having my own house with awsome stuff in it... one of the important element would b bathtubs!! so lets take a look now:P

awsome huge stone bathtub...

i think my dad would love this.. makes me think of golf course:P

so vintage.. haha my husband can sit on the rocking chair while i take a bath:P

ocean view? i wish in dec the place im staying have a tub like tt.. pfff dream on..

i think it looks so cute!

ok.. this look normal!!! BUT! its a full leather bathtub ok!

love this... haha can see what u doing even if its filled with bubbles:P

turn over n the sink becomes a tub! how awsome.. but i wun really want this in my house

egg bath.. shower!awesome!

the mosaic design is soo good... i shall paint my wall:P

modern yet a lil of stone age kinda:P

im in love with this tub... it comes in blue too:P

tadaaa... its just so lovely:P

love this too.. but the shape would b a lil uncomfy laying inside..

ok.. this is one of my fav.. tho it look simple.. but i wanna take a bath in the dark!~

love the window there:P

love the simplicity.. n digging a hole for the tub:P

i wanna have this awsome tub in my house!

i gona dig a hole in my bathroom..

ok! ocean view again!!! rain shower! woooo

me loves!

high heel tub??? aaaaa

scientific tub:P look like spaceship:P

another hole digging:P

last but not least another great looking tub.. i can soak in em for hours!

so u got any idea of what to have in ya bathroom? hahaha..

ok im gona stop my random post now:P huhu
have a good week ppl:P

looking forward to my next holiday....

2010-09-30T23:48:00.000-07:00

Gosh.. again, its been ages since i updated my boring blog. As usual i have got a good excuse " i am busy with loads of work". In fact, i actually have a post half written saved but i dont think i am gona post em up. Its just some random nonsense .

Anyway.. Last week i was in Singapore for F1 grand prix. Honestly.. it was just plain boring for me. ( F1 picture ) you can take a peek of the picture of the event since im too lazy to load em one by one here .Instead of staying 3 full days, i came back on Saturday with my sister. YEAH!!! we took public transport!! its like shit, seriously i think all this people queuing up to get up the bus are like barbarians! Pushing and squeezing their way through.. we were in front of the queue but ended up only right at the door..It was just a tiring weekend.

Pffff.. Lets just forget about the past and talk about the future instead. I don't know if this happen to everyone but i always get really exited about Christmas way way way before December :P So like Finally i am gonna celebrate a white Christmas.. Maybe not that white but i got my finger crossed " i hope it snow!!!!!!" And also not to forget that im celebrating it with someone special.

This time i am gonna be there for a month:P wohoo cant wait. We did a lil planning and we manage to book our holiday place.. Initially, i was thinking to just rent a cottage... a cute one for a week but seriously those good ones are really pricey. Knowing me.. i would not give up so easily but just kept looking till TADAAAAAA i finally found one. I shall share some lil information about it since im so exited. (^(OO)^)

Located in the prestigious waterside marina, The Lookout provides panoramic views across the Colne Estuary and out to sea. This contemporary, spacious second floor holiday apartment with lift access is well furnished and equipped to a very good standard with French doors on to a balcony where guests can experience an ever changing horizon. Part of the historic Brightlingsea yachting harbour with nearby beach, sailing, birdwatching, fishing, outdoor swimming pool and local ferry to explore the charming Mersea Island, provides a year-round fascinating holiday location. Shops 400 yards, pub 100 yards.

Balcony.. i love the view.

awesome view

master bedroom

view from the apartment

living /dining.. simple and nice

master bedroom

spacious bathroom

kitchen looking good there:P

The property itself has really good review..i am soo looking forward to it. Will be taking more picture this time as i dont think we will be seeing for 6 months after january.. pfff.. life sucks sometimes. Anyway im also kinda upset cause the owner dont allow us to stay in one day earlier. aarrrghhhh oh well i shall just be glad and appreciate whatever im gonna get.

Btw i know not like i have tons of reader on my blog. BUT! i would appreciate if anyone reading know if i can drive in London while im holiday-ing there with my Malaysia driving license without converting them to international driving license.

wooo Time passing really fast!! its october!! wohoooo..one of my favorite month.

Have a great weekend everyone...

shredding:P

2010-09-14T00:45:00.000-07:00

I did something really interesting yesterday which i've been wanting to try for ages after watching a video.I join in right after my sister took the scissor out and start shredding her clothes.

Watched the video sometime ago.. and i am really curious if i could do the same. With excitement, i start shredding the t shirt and make my sister wear em while i do the knotting. To my surprise it turn out pretty well as i was doing in a rush kinda .

TADAAAA!!

It looks a lil distorted as the t-shirt is a lil small. Overall i would say its pretty cool and something that i would wear out on the street :p

Would probably be shredding clothes more often now. In fact i have been cutting up patterns on t-shirt for sometime now but don't have a good camera to take pic.

Anyway, today is a horrible day. I slept pretty bad last night and my whole body is aching n just dont seem right . Not only that, i made a few calls today to inquire about their services and this is how it goes.

me: hello, do you offer tailoring services

stupid ppl: Why do you ask for?

me: errrr.. cause i need to get something done? (with sarcasm)

my oh my... what kinda ques is that?? And they are freaking rude! i hate it here sometimes...

Anyway i am really not in the mood for any work. To top all this up.. i am having meeting tonight till at least 9pm!!! great.....

pissed.///

satisfaction...

2010-09-12T23:03:00.000-07:00

I happen to stumble upon these videos online a few days ago and since then i couldn't stop listening to them. I always love to watch the unexpected kinda singing. There is a couple of people who manage to do that and the recent one that i remember (not too recent actually ) would be Paul Potts and Susan Boyle (from Britain got talent )who manage to impress and wow the crowd despite the initial dirty stares. I don't know bout you guys but i can watch these videos over and over again :P

At the end of the day, it just sends out the message to people that dreams actually do come true and you have to work hard for it or at least try. As time past , more and more people actually come out and show their talent and never fail to impress whoever is watching em. These are people we can look up to and their video is just so inspiring!

Things happen when you least expected and its always shocking and manage to leave a deep impression.

Anyway back to the point. I would love to share these video's with whoever is interested. This two girls are Malaysian joining a Taiwanese singing show. They are someone who we Malaysian should be proud of having. One Malaysia huh!!! This should be it.

This Indian girl is just awesome. She speaks better mandarin than i do :P Apparently she was adopted by a Chinese family when she is only 8 months old. She even got a Chinese name . She is singing a Hokkien song in perfect accent. In my OWN opinion she is good really good and i am looking forward for something new from her. PS/ the host expression... priceless. Doing something you like and manage to make some others happy and the acknowledgment to your talent.. pfff the feeling is awesome:P

This 2nd video singer is also Malaysian. Great big voice! really good.. In my OWN opinion she can do ALOT better. No doubt she is good.

PS/ the host expression... priceless. Doing something you like and manage to make some others happy and the acknowledgment to your talent.. pfff the feeling is awesome:P

Hope you guys enjoy the video just like i did. Anyway the feeling of having someone acknowledging your talent is amazing. Its the best feeling ever to be able to make someone happy when they least expected.

Do you have any hidden talent?? SHARE IT!

Raya Weekend..

2010-09-11T23:01:00.000-07:00

Before i start writing another "boring" post i would like to wish all my muslim friend Selamat Hari Raya. Hope you guys had fun and of course to those non muslim im sure u also enjoyed the long weekend off from work :P

Actually there is nothing much to write, i just wanna keep my blog alive somehow. Apart from that my memory is just crap recently cause i cant remember what i did 2 days ago and had to think so hard for it.

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oooo now i remember! i went out lunch with 2 good friend on friday and im so glad things are better now or should i say so much better. I missed all this fun for a year and now.. i get to enjoy it all over again.. Having lunch, shopping,eating yogurt ice cream and most of all GOSSIP.. hahaha nothing to be proud of tho:P Overall it was nothing but fun:P At night meet up with more people.. wooo even better.. haha.. Funniest ppl ever with all sort of nonsense but i still enjoy being around em:P make my day..

This are FRIENDS worth keeping... unlike some other.. AHEM.. clear throat..

Just like any saturday i start my day.. talking to my awesome box:P hahhahaha my bf is TRAPPED inside it .. last week.. i made a joke with some friend and said, perhaps i should get a 3d screen with 3d glasses:P *maybe that is something to wish for.. hahahhaa

Left for church then to a friends house.. being lazy there.. eekkk... n watch tv.. gosh.. i dint realise (ok actually i do) that im freaking timid.. n actually scare of GHOST! pffff.. so i texted my bf to let him know.. He was nice enough to walk home from a wedding lunch back home to charge his phone to sent me to bed.. wopeedoo.. couldnt ask for more...

*flash back in phuket- hahaha need to go pee in the night n i had to ask a bodyguard accompany me:P hahaha thats how lousy i am.. oh well heck!

I guess i shall stop here , anyway i think most has already stop reading by now.. ohwell.. bye.. n have a good weekend peeps..

oh ya.. anyway i realise shopping at ebay can b real addictive:P wohoooo

my Fairytale it seems to be..

2010-09-06T19:11:00.000-07:00

Its been exactly 7 months since we got together . Although we only manage to spend 1 month together , its been a wonderful experience having you in my life. Hopefully we have many more months and years to count :P
I LOVE YOU BUBU!! <3 <3

Everyone has their lil love story and i guess i might have one too. Many people are curious how did mine happen as its a lil unusual .

I will try to share it here today ,but this will only be a half love story as it has no ending yet.. as who know what will happen in future. Finger crossed tho :P wish me luck.. haha

It started off just like any other day,

me: browsing facebook at work and to be more specific , an application called ( compare hotness) . Busy clicking away and checking out picture.

AND at the other end of the globe

he: playing his RPG game on his favorite xbox 360 till 5 am in the morning.

Now.. the starting point of all this drama is when he lost in the game he was playing for hours and did not save em. Feeling really frustrated, he got off the xbox and went on Facebook instead. (he barely goes on fb, not many pic, not many updates .. pffff) CLICK CLICK CLICK**** he is clicking on compare hotness just like me.

Well at this special moment,we so happen to click on each other. He send me a msg saying hi and of course i replied .we exchanged msg on fb inbox a couple of times and realise that we have a common interest in "art" . We talked about dreams and goals in life , and right before i shooed him to bed he asked for my permission to add me on fb n im like OO y not (no guys actually asked politely like that), he dont seem like someone bad. But that was the last i heard from him... and i thought to myself.. he is just another random guy on fb.. soooo i moved on..

Apparently he left London for Latvia to visit his dad and connection is not great there or perhaps its just that there isn't any good reason for him to come online. Sooo in about 2-3 weeks after our 1st conversation he commented on my fb :P I was surprise.

That's how we started talking again which never stop till this very day. From getting msn to skype and then oovoo..( he claim that i am the 1st asian girl he ever know and spoke to so he better not be lying about it:P) soon we end up spending 10 hours daily to speak to each other..i would stay up till like 3 am in the morning.. but i always end up falling asleep on him:P Finally .. one fine morning.. he decided to show himself on web-cam :P and the 1st thing he said was "SERA" with a Russian accent haha cause me and my sister was too busy laughing.. and of course he dint know i had a web- cam too:P only after a while speaking to him n confirm that hes not a random PERV then only i told him that i have a cam too..

sooo our boring life evolves around the com n constantly need to be around a com ... and i often fall asleep on him. which he always just sit there and do nothing except watching me sleep for hours.. weird but yea :P haha.
Soon without realizing ,one month has passed and i asked him if its impossible to go back to study as he is really talented in what he do. ( His initial plan was to stay back in Latvia for good with his dad) And soooo he said YEA.. so we started planing hes trip back to London and studies and of course job.It was never easy.

Just if you happen to wonder like everyone else does, my bf ain't from any wealthy family. Things has not been easy for us. When he first got back to London , we lost connection for a week. He cant text me nor come online.. pfff we were like right at the bottom, we had nothing. we had to start from scratch from looking for college, getting a part time job and the list goes on.

Thank god with all the perseverance, all the hard work pays off. Just like any other couple out there we had all sorts of argument even for the smallest matter and lucky for us that we manage to pull through. Initially it was just a dream and before we know it , dreams are no more dreams !!they are for real.!! (till this day i still feel like its a dream somehow :P)

After all the hard work.. finally he saved enough to buy an airticket to come see me :P wohoo its like a dream come true :P and tadaa we spent a month together doing things together, going for holidays and many more. Hopefully things gets better from here.

The irony part of our relationship is that, i have always show more interest in non asian (somehow and i dont know why) and of course blue eyes :P and he has always been interested in asian culture and of course asian GIRLS...

pfff ok enough of my yapping.. i dont even know what im talking about.. i suck at writing.

Happy 212 days silly :P hopefully there will be more days to count, perhaps till we lost count.

I LOVE YOU!!

phuket part 2

2010-09-02T19:49:00.000-07:00

oh well, here comes the part two.. take like forever to load.. and took me forever to do it.. haha.. anyway from now on i think im gona just write my post n paste the link of my fb here.. its so much easier to post pic on fb..

time past really fast.. n its been a month now since he left :( sadly.. hopefully gonna get to see hamsap lou in october : P

fatty showing off his new found tan:P

its god damn heavy:o but loadsa fun:P

another awsome hearty breakfast:P

cereal and milk.. nyam nyam :P

lil boy stuffing himself with ice cream :P

the town right under my feet:P

BLUE EYES!!!

tonardo looking clouds:P

i dont know why that expression

some beef thingy but smell sooo bad :(

in the end had to order shrimps burger

cant live without fb!

hahahha tan lines.. sexay!!!

somehow my bf is very interested in this lizard.. he went chasing in like a lil boy.. ahhaa SUAKU

vain pic while i went pangsai!!!

sun burn.. i guess its his 1st time:P

fav banana cake

glutton.. he just loves banana and i wonder y.. (raised eyebrows..)

seee even in phuket... never give up in getting a BANANA pancake..

got pregnant! ahhaha

awesome room!!! worth recommending!!!

perhaps he is trying to act like ghost..

oh well end of post.. .. rubbish post again.. ahhaha who care.. i wonder if anyone reads my blog.. anyway i think i have to come up with a belardy good post soon.. hee hee.

have a good weekend peeps:P

Please Pay!!! and stop being a cheepo

2010-08-26T00:34:00.000-07:00

I am writing this post cause i think this is just happening way too often recently and people are just being a huge cheepo..i mean cmon! everything comes for a price and if you want something, you pay for it. People here just love to "take" something and not pay or even perhaps say they would pay and just end up not paying OR even worst !! by going back with what they agreed to pay initially.

Well i would say i am Unlucky/ lucky to be in this field as design is a very subjective kinda thing. If you want something you would have to pay according to what i offer depending on how much i value my work. What if you so happen to think that you are not happy with price then dont ask for my services.Its just as simple as that.

People just sometimes dont understand that and try to take advantage of everything. Worst case scenario is to go back on their word. They would promise you everything they could think of but when its time to pay up, everything is just a lie..they just make u feel like you forget about what they mentioned and was your fault.

You FREAKING TUT!!!!! i remembered and so go to hell. Neway there is tons of cheepo and i shouldnt and wouldnt need to name em. so Get a life TUT!!!!

random tots again.. feeling sick still.. head just not working too well this week.. i need to think of something better to write.. my life is boring :( damn it..

yay!!! i got my tixs!!

2010-08-24T01:41:00.000-07:00

wohoooo finally i sort out my holiday and got my holiday booked:P

so.. i would be having white xmas in london this year :P woohoo.. its like a dream come true:P cant wait cant wait :P hopefully i dont turn into a Popsicle there.

anyway i had fun yesterday tricking bf about the duration of my trip. The facial expression was priceless.. hahahahhaha cant help but laugh in between my lies :P

recently i just dont find any mood to blog about anything somehow. No enthusiasm at all..so im ending my blog now:P hahaha just wanted to share my joy with myself.. pfff...

WOhooooo london here i come:P

a quick update

2010-08-20T01:21:00.000-07:00

Dint really had time this weekend to update part 2 of my holidays. was out on the weekend and pictures only available on my laptop at home. Gonna just write a random post to get a couple of things off my head.

the whole week been pretty decent with a lil stress here and there which i would say pretty normal. weekend was not that great but at least i got to meet up with Juivy, Giap chi and ck to catch up a lil . Talking to them only make me realize that there is so much out there to see and learn not to forget things that i have yet to try and would love to experience. Oh well.. loads to sort out.

There is something that needs to get out from my system so i shall start my ranting here and that i have all RIGHTS to talk about it in MY blog. So people who are not interested in it shall stop here and in the first place you shouldn't even be reading my blog and you know who you are. i dont care what you guys gona think but had to get it out once and for all.

BEEB>>>>>>>!!!!

yesh it was sensored.. i wrote this post like on mon.. but then.. after writting i feel so much better n dont think i need to post it out online n make that public.. those retarded ppl are not worth my time n not worth other ppl reading about them..

oh well time zap pass again.. before i know it.. its weekend.. i was sick the whole week sadly:(

could be one of those bad week i would say..a bad bad flu.. bad bad week.. everything just seem to be at the wrong side of the track:( i just hope thing gets better as time pass.. finger cross.. mayb i should get up and do something about it than sitting here n whine non stop!@

have a good weekend ppl.. :P

Phuket or rather FUUUket by my boyfriend:P part 1

2010-08-11T02:10:00.000-07:00

So.... now its time to write my long ass post about my wonderful Phuket trip since im having holiday today and boyfriend is sleeping at the moment.

I would say this is one of the best trip i ever had in my 22 years. Everything just falls into place perfectly. All this wouldnt be possible without him soo thanks a bunch silly.. <3

fooling around while waiting to board up the plane

more:P

i dont know whats with the grumpy face..

crocs look alike bedroom shoes:P aint it great?? ugly colour tho

vain.. yesh..

our pool from one step below

town view behind us

long climb up to the room..!

hamsap face from bf:P

he loves the food.. but i dont know y that face..

waves perfect for surf boarding:P i manage to make a fool out of myself trying to surf.

tiered hotel

he cant resist taking picture with the palm tree

can you see the jacuzzi bathtub on the balcony?

night view of the pool

no he is not tt romantic.. it was cut like that :P

breakfast its just awesome with the views:P

suaku bf with the bird:P

he say there is an invisible table there:P ahhahahaha

practicing how to pose

beer man!

cooling after a hot day..

man bridge:P

the sea is just at the corner:P

too tired.. shall just stop here.. continue when im free... it takes forever to load picture.. damn it!!

the first meeting..

2010-08-10T00:24:00.000-07:00

Last month has been one of the greatest month i ever had i would say. Having someone to fly half way across the globe just to see you.. what more can you ask for?

After knowing each other for more than a year finally after a long wait, he is coming.. i might have a few butterflies in my stomach while waiting for him. Seeing him for real was so different as i have so many worries running through the head.

I am lucky to have a great friend who suggested and also accompanied me all the way to KL to pick my bf up..THANK YOU ENG SOK KIM.. without you my bf prolly got stranded in kl CONTAINER airport :P

breakfast at mcd:P

long wait at the airport!!! like 45 min for him to come out! gosh. n sk keep scaring me!

our 1st picture together :p till now still cant believe he came:P <3

got in to our gosh damn small tune hotel room! its totally rubbish!!

group picture:P haha

had to take a group picture with my signature pose .. :P

bottom line.. i would like to thanks all those who make time for us.. thank you very much.. much appreciated. to those who did not manage to meet him:P next year perhaps:P hahahaha

most importantly THANK YOU BUBU for travelling all the way here to see me:P

*next post prolly about my phuket trip:P

back to work..

2010-08-09T01:33:00.000-07:00

i know i have been missing for a month now :P

Bf was here so was kinda busy.. and now back to reality.. need to get some work done before i could start buzzing around here:P

have a great holiday to ppl in singapore.. and to those who are working.. have a good week:P

i miss my bf!!!!!!!

Nervous

2010-07-03T01:12:00.000-07:00

NERVOUS

that is exactly how i feel now.. only a couple of hours left before i fly to kl with Elaine..

i hope everythings gonna be ok.

im still not done with packing and is busying painting my nails! bah... Ting ting say no shorts tmr.. dang.... Need to dig something decent out:P hahahaha

Anyway , i think im too nervous to say anything now.. I AM SO EXITED MAN!!!!

i hope you have a safe flight down.....(^(OO)^)

btw its JUIVY"S birthday!!!! Happy birthday babe!! hope you have a great one... Party till you drop yea..

hugsss n love..

Mixed feeling

2010-07-01T01:50:00.000-07:00

gosh.. i cant explain whats going through my head. i am just so darn sleepy!! just cant seem to fall asleep yesterday night. I wonder why.....

anxious? nervous? exited? angry? worry ? i really dont know.. but i know that now im just crap /dread tired (@(OO)@)

only 2 more days.. i wish i could just sleep through this 2 days n wake up only on sunday. Its kinda scary to think about it, most people would even think that i am crazy. Life is just full of gamble with risk aint it? It just happen that i like to be a lil more different from the others.

I hope with fingers crossed that everything would turn out well. PLS PLs PLs...

2 more days i would be flying off to kl with Elaine! Cant wait...

Boink!! Back to reality...

Geisha..

2010-06-30T01:07:00.000-07:00

After failing a couple of time, i finally succeed!! wohooo.. i thought i would not be able to finish up a geisha cause its like sooo detailed. and with all the hair , its just driving me mad. I am just so bad with it. Trying till the very last does paid off :P

outline of the geisha!

after colouring it..

a greyscale version

filmstrip version:p

..need to think of what to draw next.. any suggestion??

3,tiga,san,tri, trez, three, oooooo days more to go!!! wohoooo:P cyaaaa

a little bit of everything:P

2010-06-29T00:34:00.000-07:00

Since i have so much to say and so little time to write or should i say too lazy, i shall bundle everything up just in one post :P

At last, parcel has been delivered and client and bosses are happy *finger crossed .

All this drama has come to an end with happy ending!!! wooo ..i am glad the project ended right before my holiday plans. NOW! at least i am gonna have a peaceful, decent holiday.

After like being crazily sick for a week, at least now things are getting better and back on track. I am still resting a lot hopping i don't fall sick in this coming month:P Lets just hope that everything works its way out without messing up.

Despite being sick, i have been meeting all those long lost buddies which is cool. It just feels so good to see them again. How things has change and how everyone has change , its just keraaazee.. To a point i realise "hey! we are no more teenagers, we are an adult now" pff thats why everyone is planning to get married..

On a whole different issue, i wanna talk about some retarded self praised morons!@@$%&*&*$%^@#$*( crappy people. All the worst thing that you could ever think of, and yesh i meant WORST SHIT EVER! well not 1 but a few of them. i don't understand why this people still living in the earth where they should be long gone as they are wasting our precious oxygen for goodness sake.

1st of all this people cant stop praising emself. Is this like what they learn from school? Is like is there any bigger hat in the world that would fit ur big ass head? gosh!!! Learn to be humble. And all this self praised retards thinks that they are always right?? Learn to admit your freaking mistake.. Talking about people like that just make me so pissed.. darn.. oh well forget about it.. im wasting my energy talking about people who are not even worth wasting any of my energy for.

gonna just end here and continue with my design. Have a good week peeps..

P/s: hahaha why are you snooping around here?

Its all about GAGA

2010-06-23T21:33:00.000-07:00

Previous post has been rather boring i would say, so lets just try to hype things up a little and go gaga for a moment.

As Usual the word "Gaga" makes everyone turn around and this woman never fail to do so with her crazy (i would say ) personality .Being the way she is, many individuals especially those in the fashion industry look up upon her as their inspiration. Her eccentric personality taste and style has never one fail to make people go "Gaga" literally (may it be the good or bad way)

Anyway the point of this post was to talk about her awesomely crazy dressing ! you think so? No? No doubt shes crazy in certain days.

Fancy going to a NY Yankee's game with only undies? She will be your perfect partner:P

love her sunnies, love her bands, love her studded bra..

a nice little finger to go with it:P TO you SUHKAAAA

she just has her way of putting garment together:P Learn people!

this lady is getting exited:P

i still do think that her undies is awesome, but there is a better way to show to the world..

i am seriously thinking on how she sit down with so many studs on her bum? Dont they hurt? A little at least?

Please don't try doing this in Boleh Land, cause there is no way you gonna get away with it:P

Oh! BTW

I am so honored to be able to take a few picture with "gaga" last Friday when she flew in to join us for the charity event.

Our very own GAga perhaps:P

have to just stop here.. to sick.. bah.. back to reality again .. have a good week peeps:P

1 down and 1 more to go:P

2010-06-20T09:13:00.000-07:00

This gonna be short.Weekend pass like zap as usual, yet im not enjoying any bits of it as im freaking sick. Sore throat and Fever is no fun at all.

Friday was a super busy day, im glad is over and yet im sad that i did not get to enjoy all the great food as i was too busy with the event:P One thing to be happy about it that the MY painting got a good price during the auction and im totally surprise..Im so glad n happy on how well it goes..:P This was much better than the Hat auction 2 years ago:P

Well at least my hardwork pays off and its always nice to know people appreciate my art. And this is how it should be all the time.Will try to post up some picture if im not too busy with work tomorrow and i hope im not too sick.

One last thing that i dont understand is why is there some weird people snooping around my blog when they are soooo uninterested about my life? Are You like spying on me? and trying to get any crap out of it? accusing me with all your nonsense? oh well some people are just weird and you know who you are!!! Get a life?? Grow up?? does it ring any bell of yours? Smart ass wanna be...( or should i say self claimed??) bah loser

Freak Storm!

2010-06-14T23:02:00.000-07:00

I wasn't even kidding in the title itself. Last Sunday as i was enjoying my lazy time home and of cause enjoying the rain and suddenly i hear a long BANG!( or how ever u wanna make it sound like) I quickly ran downstairs to only find our fat ass tv on the floor!

i know i know * WOW!!! what a huge tv u have... i know that! its just an extra tv in the hall we have a flat screen upstairs.. usually only grandma and the maid watch them.

(tv on the ground while maid cleaning .p/s thats not my face)

(RIP dear tv!) ,

Hahahaha.. its crazy ass heavy for sure. Soooo i started interviewing my grandma.

she claim that the wind is sooooo strong it just literally blew the tv down. Its so hard to believe aint it? BUT! its TRUE. Initially all the lamp and frames started flying n soon before they knew it the HUGE ASS tv went flying! Lucky no one got crush , if not it will b on the news and i bet no one would believe it.

(pieces of shattered glasses p/s LOUIS VUITTON!)

Anyway, my 1st reaction after seeing the tv was to look for my doggy! If the wind is so strong and capable of blowing the HUGE ASS tv down , im pretty sure it would sent my poor dog flying!

so i called out for "maksim" 4 legged piano player. *bah im kidding.. hahaha but thats my doggy name tho, and wheeeeeee it came:P

hahhaa super glutton dog just like e owner:P

Anyway apart from Flying tv , we also have some flying roof tiles. Apparently the wind /tornardo/ taufan! blew some of our roof tiles away!!! woooooo.. not funny.. pfff..

Anyway i think my blog post is rather boring, as im rushing to finish up my work .(beams* trying not to forget my blog) well well i hope the last picture put up smiles on ya faces cause it did to me:P

At night i went down to get a drink , forgetting about the broken tv as i can still hear tv sound i turn!!! To my horror! Tadaaaa we got a new tv!!! not so new afterall:P

Now we got a cute ass tv! its sooo tiny that i cant see anything n get headache while watching it! pfff i hope daddy come home soon and buy a new tv! and like DUH daddy we gona sell your car off! hee hee:P

Random and rubbish post ending.. have a good week people:P to-oodles.. noodles..doodles..mooodles.. whatever:P hee he ciao bella:P

RrrrrrrrRRrr RATED

2010-06-10T00:03:00.000-07:00

As mentioned on the title itself.. this post shall be R Rated.. hahahaha so shoo shoo kids.Go back to your cartoons.

It actually just a random post. Somehow i find it amusing after reading it a few days ago and since that it just keep popping around my head. Soooo i thought i might as well share it in exchange for some laughter since everyone has been having a stressful week. (well at least for me i think its funny)

Like i have mentioned earlier , few days ago i was reading all kind of nonsense here (http://www.gutteruncensoredpost.com) something really interesting caught my attention and that would be a set of pic of KATAK (frog) in their happy times. It got me crakking so badly seriously.

missionary pose ( hahahahahhaa i still cant stop laughing!)

intense moment! (lol)

still going on strong ...

6&9 pose (thats what im told it was)

THERE you go.. katak moments! (hahahahahhahahahahahaha omg hhahaha)

well this post was orriginally from (http://cewebugil-telanjang.blogspot.com/2010/06/foto-lagi-ml-di-kolam.html)

Apart from all this..sometime last week when i got up the car, on the windscreen i saw 2 housefly matting! hahaha i was amused. BUT! as i was rushing i wasn't able to take any pic.. i am regretting now. I think i scare the crap out of em though as i hit so hard on the glass n they flew off together (yea one on top of the other) "sama sama sekali" . I know i am like so mean to scare em while they having their happy times :(...

FYI
being a "girl" (cheywah) with very short attention span! i need to have things to keep me alive at least so let me share with you a few sites where i usually read.
1. http://gutteruncensorednewst.blogspot.com/ ( this is where all the scandals could be found)
2.ttp://www.gutteruncensoredpost.com (apparently this is the malay version!) it wows me im sure it will do you too!
3.http://www.fmylife.com/ ( this is the common ones)
4. try yahoo odd news.. sometime you can really find some wacky news:P

Well well.. so that's bout it. I am looking foward to meet the girls tonight! apart from Juivy, i dont know who else i am meeting! On the other hand ,lets hope that SK doggy gets better !!! cheer up babe!

counting down!!! <3

Quality versus Quantity

2010-06-08T22:26:00.000-07:00

I think this post gonna somehow offend some people. But hack!I get really pissed this morning when i look into my wardrobe. Lets just put some names here (topshop, mng, converse, H&M) may happen to be many peoples favorite, but think again are they worth paying for?

Today morning ,while glancing into my wardrobe i took my converse shirt out and went WOW>>> just wondering ever since when did i get a dress from converse! This would not be the only one in my wardrobe as i have 3 different color for the same design . Apart from my converse shirt my H&M blouse that i bought in LA has also turn into a dress, and now i have a stretch elephant dress how cool is that? A "cacat" elephant!

Soooo.. for a moment i thought is it worth paying "big bucks" for those BRAND? Even for me being in the "fashion" industry i do think u either pay for a really expensive one with good quality or just buy something cheap and throw them away and for some reason you dont wanna be seen in the same clothes too often right?

To my understanding (topshop, mng, converse, H&M) happen to be many people's Favorite brand but then cmon! the quality ain't that great. In actual fact i realise that the mid range "brand" always have the same or even worst quality then the cheaper ones as they are just selling the name of it. So why buy it? Cause everyone loves it. oh well then again its just my personal opinion. Not every single piece of garment is bad just a majority of them.

Fashion here is just "oh so ever BORING" seriously. With limited choice, style and trend. Let's go shopping elsewhere babes!! let's organized a shopping trip:P hahaha ok i am dreaming.. i still prefer to shops in the states somehow! anyone wanna go? Next month i wanna go on a shopping spree since i am going to kl and also phuket! i dont care! ahhahahahahahhaa

p/s: wordy blog post are always boring , but i had no choice as i dont own any awsome camera so just bear with it till i find one! ahhahahahhahaha

P/s/s: wopee i got a haircut at last! will try to upload a picture later:P hee hee...

gotta get back to work.. ciao, bye , paka , antio...

Berry Horoscope is BERRY Awsome:P

2010-06-04T01:44:00.000-07:00

TGIF!

wheeee !! i cant wait for the weekend seriusly and my only reason would be that i could sleep in!!

ooo yeaps another picture from GOOGLE.. its sleeping beauty! i am in serious need for some of those sleep. Drifting myself into my deep sleep,dreaming about my prince charming!

BAM!

ok back to reality i know!!

I am just so crappy.. oh well who cares.

Anyway this post was suppose to talk about my horrorscope! oops i mean horoscope la duh! I was trying to find another good picture for LIBRA but sadly i cant find any as good as the previous one! So the story is about.. me being a multitask-er cant do only one thing at a time as i have a very short attention span! fullstop!

i cant find a good one with phone so just imagine her with a phone! weird thing is that she has her pants up! sooo.. back to the story, i was on the toilet bowl playing with my phone! and soooo this BERRY awsome phone with this BERRY awsome horoscope .. like SERIOUSLY accurate.. well lets see what it says today shall we??

If you suffer in silence after enduring an insult or a betrayal of some kind, you may qualify to apply for martyrdom or sainthood, but you won't be a very happy camper. If you are trying to

impress someone by being the strong, silent, doormat type, you are on the wrong path.

If you don't speak up and defend yourself after a recent letdown by someone you care about or respect at

the very least, you will come across as weak and lacking in confidence.

Say what needs to be said, and don't take abuse from anyone.

so.. thats about it.. hahahhaa im too tired n have no time to write a BELARDY good post. lets just hope this weekend i would write something good.

have a good weekend peeps... lovesss:P

Run out of steam

2010-06-02T23:27:00.000-07:00

PHEW... its been a hectic week for me.

A phone call... and there goes it zapping out my weekend. Working my ass off during the weekend before flying off to KL on Monday. I am still trying to recover from all the missing oink-ing time i lost.

From getting up at 4.30 am in the morning to catch the 1st flight up to KL to meeting, designing then back to meeting again. It was totally draining up every single energy i had in me. It only came to an end at 12am.. pfff.. Actually not exactly 12am, it was about 2 am.

Thanks to my timid nature, i wasn't able to sleep alone in the room. I had to turn on the TV and also keep all the freaking lights on BUT!! as i am a light sleeper who cant sleep with lights and noise up. SO! bah.... i wasn't able to sleep most of the time.

After all this crappy stuff going on, at least i should b thankful to have at least 4-5 hours nap before going to work again . BE APPRECIATIVE..after finishing my work at 1 pm i took a cab to airport and i was damn worried that he was bringing me to sell as he was going against the road sign. After all that hooohaaa... i took the 3pm flight back to JB . HOME SWEET HOME. *oh btw if you are curious what was on the whole night on tv , it was investigation on flight crash! i know.. im crazy to watch something lik tt when im taking flight back the next day.

I just cant wait till i reach home n hit the sack! n also to SEE sum one silly.. ahhahahahaha sadly, i keep getting woken up by calls.. my gosh...seriously i need my oink oink!!! luckily someone GREAT! helped me out while me being lazy bum sleeping throughout. Isn't it great to have an assistant? hee heee. A big THANK YOU to my great assistant:P

With all this work going on, my week is passing really fast and i am thankful for it somehow. And i guess i should end this post and carry on with my work before i am being fried:P

BTW good luck in you work HUAH RONG! hahaha

and have a good week peeps.. CHEERS

Horoscope of the day

2010-05-25T01:38:00.000-07:00

soooo...Again i abandoned my blog..

I have a good reason for it though and  BUSY

 would be my excuse for now.

Work has since start to be piling up for me.

Which is a good sign for me.

With more designs and drawings to

finish,time literally fly by.

Insomnia seems to be haunting me recently,

i seriously need some decent rest

before i turn into a panda.

Apart from that i would need to be working

out too to shed off those extra fats

that i have in me.

Oh well.. let's talk about my horoscope which i

find it interesting and was able

to relate to it pretty well.

If you lower your expectations with a love relationship

or a friendship, you will wind up living with a situation

 that is unfair to you. You may be confusing compromise

with settling for far less than you deserve.

Although you may sometimes have to make

concessions over some of your differences,

you should never have to tolerate being treated

unkindly or with disrespect.

 You're a fair person, and you know deep inside that

someone isn't being fair you.

 Stand your ground. If you have to make a

 decision about committing to an upcoming social event,

 say yes only if you can put your heart into it.

ooo by the way i think that was a good picture

and i got it from GOOGLE which is

 globally known to be a search engine

that links you to OTHER pages/website

explained by my lil Sister ...

ONE more month to go! cant wait for my holiday!!!

in serious need for that.

By the way had fun with the crazy girls last sat,

looking forward for another

one of those.

here wishing ELAINE ENG SOK KIM

happy birthday again! many more

great years to come.love u..... hugsss

You are UNbelievable....

2010-05-17T00:45:00.000-07:00

PHEW!!! horrible week has passed. i dreamed about JACELYN being dead already!! was so sad.. anyway i had so many bad dreams. To top up all that nonsense i think my body is going hay wire. NOT GOOD AT ALL!

Anyway .. the picture is so not mine, but i think its nicely done and portrayed. i like the whole effect of it.

got to get back to work . Soooo freaking tired now. I seriusly need a holiday!!!

It's all about a roller coaster this time.

2010-05-13T21:32:00.000-07:00

ZAP!!!! That's right, It;s Friday again. Seriously it feels like only 2 day passed. Seems like to me that as you grow older, time pass faster and when you was younger time never seem too pass and it takes just forever where you just cant wait to grow older. Now that we got what we want (which is to be older ) and here we are complaining .. Blahh.. blaaah blaaah.... we are such a pest ain't it?

But again in fact i wish time pass faster for some other reason. NAh Nah.. not really also.. Damn it!!! so what the hell i want?? I guess I don't even know it myself. I have a good reason for both, but then again i can only pick one. Perhaps just 2 months pass fast and then slow.. HMMMmm.. That totally sounds like a great idea to me ( wishing damn hard with eyes shut)

This week has been like Crazy monster ride (perhaps is because of the missed magic mountain rides the previous time in LA)

emotion has been going high and then taking a big dip down AAAaaaaRRrrraaaaaAAhhhhh........ pfff.. Not that great after-all. This ride is also not that pleasant for my back. It feels like my hip is popping out from the socket on top of that my aunt came late last month and also been popping by unnecessarily.

This post just sound a little depression for a Friday i know...Let’s just hope things gets better ..

okay enough of all this emo crappy stuff.. lets talk bout something cheerful. That would be about the hotel booked for the trip in JULY!! it AWFULLY awsome by the way.

POOL ACCESS ROOM!! anyway that should be the room we got. I cant say that it's fantastic as i am only going to be there in July. BUT ! those are the picture taken by other travelers that has been staying in the hotel and i would say its magnificent! Lets just hope it will somewhat look like those picture.
***day dreaming***... relaxing in the room with views over the city .... splash!!! jumping in to the infinity pool which is located just outside the balcony overlooking the city while sipping some champagne ..TAP TAP!! ok back to reality.. HAHAHAHA if its not like what i imagine i would b sulking the whole trip in total dissapointment! gah!!! better not put my hopes too high...

Anyone wanna join?????
enough of my baloney! Lets get back to REALITY! worrrk!!!...

*wheeeee gonna go for a massage after work before watching ironman 2! i know i am so out dated!

have a good weekend peeps... PAKA!

i dont understand!

2010-05-07T09:01:00.001-07:00

hahaha i m just trying to say!
I dont understand what i was talking n the previous post!!! was tooo sleepy tt i type with numerous errors!! DAMN IT im going to bed now!

tgif!

2010-05-07T06:50:00.000-07:00

wohoo ... is Friday at last! i get o sleep in on Saturday!!! what more could i ask for.. seriously im in need of sleeps. i realize i cant b blogging like i used to. working has taken all my time and pfff of come something else too. something important i would say. i guess its been a roller coaster week for me. UP down UP down again... i could actually feel my heart beat stop for a moment. seriously.. i wonder why can't people work efficiently here as it pretty much annoys and pissed me off. anyway i got exited beginning of the week with hope but then i guess its all gone. now! im back into confusion again. sometimes i wonder if i made the right move, but then again i guess not.
Oh well everything happen for a reason isn't it?i guess i ust have to be patience about it..
Anyway i guess i shouldn't be thinking bout it today! its FRIDAY! special day.. 90 is the number!! wohooo and im glad..i hope there are more of these 90 days.. perhaps up to 900 then 9000... ok i lost count probably by then..... ja lublu tebya ochen ochen mnogo!!!! abnimaju...
i guess i would try harder to furnish this blog of mine. It may not be the right word but WHO CARES its my blog anyway.
on the other hand! congrats wifey for your freedom! cant wait to meet those babes again! you know who you are.. pls make some time and we all shall meet up.. and of cause to plan MISS ENG"S birthday surprise like how she said she wants it to be. i am too lazy to look for any picture.. so there u go.. end of a boring post by ME!
p/s have a great and wonderful weekend everyone.

Congratulation BEII!!

2010-05-03T01:57:00.000-07:00

congrats beii:P
hope you and your little one both safe and healthy..cant wait to see him soon:P wei da de mama..

By the way..babies are like the cutest thing alive isn't it? well at least that's what i think, especially those with BLUE EYES..i know im bias but they are just so gorgeous looking...

Brand New

2010-05-03T01:15:00.000-07:00

After disappearing for (counting with finger) about 9 months and here i am again jotting down little things that is currently happening in my life, keeping my friend update about me :P
Things had been going great for me at the moment.Everything seems to be on track only with very little bums. PHEW!! Thank god , finger crossed hopefully it would continue moving that way.
well well... lets try to summarize a little on what has been going on in my life for the pass hmmmp 9 months.

*trying to refresh some memory here*
during that period of time i guess i was just busy with some work and traveling:P Was at Bali, new york, Washington DC , Los Angelas, Fresno, i guess that's bout it. Its been a great year with great experience. *will try to upload some picture if i am able to find where i store them. Apart from all my travelings, work has been like a roller coaster ride for me. i wouldn't say totally bad , but with customer who pissed the shit out of me could be really bad at times. i don't understand why cant people here value quality work!! stingy people! anyway enough of that work now has been moving pretty smooth for me so i shall not complain bout it :P
On the other hand, i guess I am pretty lucky, cause i think my wish came true:P i dint even realize it . It was on the last post before i went missing:P...
i guess i shall stop here before this post gets too boring.
SO PEOPLE!! I AM BACK BLOGGING AGAIN... HEE HEHEHE(^(oo)^)

I guess im gona start blogging again :P

2010-04-30T00:19:00.000-07:00

I AM STILL ALIVE!

Well I guess my blog is worth so much now looking at the amount of “karat-ness” . It feels so good to speak to a friend (BEII) which I’ve not met not speak to for a very long time. I kind of miss those times when we just hang out n gossip nonstop. I guess u made me want to blog again dear! I thought it would be nice to keep my friends update on what I’m doing (though there isn’t many people that I could think

of that would be interested anyway J )since everyone is busy with their life. Well at least I would love to know how everyone is doing. So keep me update people!

some random old scribble:P

2009-07-13T20:39:00.000-07:00

marolyn monroe.... some of my scribbles

joker ..seriusly i drew red lips.. i dunno y ended up in blue!!! crazy!! he look sick now
jimmy hendrix
mr bean
albert einstein

its saturday again!

2009-07-10T23:16:00.000-07:00

time pass like ZAP!!! and its gone.. one week has past again just like tt.. ive been like super duper busy with work! after monday meeting.. ive not stop working ... its like rarely tt i dont sit in front of my com n stuff.. now i hardly hav time:P but it was all fun.. working n working n working:P

oh well so ive been busy planning , arranging and calling n stuff:P hahah..n neway i just got a new haircut.. which again most ppl wont realise it! unless i tell em.. so nothing special about it.. just tt my freaking hair grow sooooo fast... n tt its so long tt when i eat.. my hair n noodle got mixed up:Pewwwww.. i know..

seriusly... my weeks is just full of work other than tt i can think of anything else:P... neway im so bored n nothing to talk about except 2 more randome stuff!! i hav 1 huge pimple near my nose its belardy ugly! n one growing above my lips.. also ugly!!! next is tt.. can i find a bf tts like 1 head taller than i am.. so i can just right smack my face to his chest!!! hahaha sound so nice.. wohoooo:P walla ppl..

me and my weekend:P

2009-07-06T04:41:00.000-07:00

sat.................

wohooo got up in e morning:P waiting for 2 babe to call me.. woke up.. waslking around.. neway i cnt rmb what i did earlier.. yeap so jas called at bout erm 1 pm? haha then off we go!!! wohoooo... soon enuf on our way to town for lunch ... buddy called!! so went to pick her up from her house!! so went to yews n had lunch sama sama.. neway jas was being a super meanie laaaaaa....oh well after tt we dropped by at city square.. shopped a little.. then waiting in jco for others to b done! n jas went crazy again as usual:P after tt we left to the back lorong of standard chart... for dinner.. n there comes the stupid crazy man again!! hes like really scary!!! come n just take ur money or just ask money from u! had some noodle just in case cause we had to drink!! so sk n my wife came n join after! yay!!!!!! soon after mr eric went back to change into his long pants and we headed over to eden and waited for em.. wohoooo we ordered 2 tower of beer .. hahaha n drank.. nothing special.. just sampat all the way thru! as usual... then after all tt we head over to century garden for FROG porridge!! i never knew it tasted so dark good sial!!! so yummy... neway i missed mj!!! somehow it felt like something is just missing! hahahhaha neway after all tt crapiness n yummy frog we got home n rest.. chatted bit n then rest the whol

sun......

got up at 10 am... then sent bro to custom! ohhhhh n im being followed by a belardy BLUE SAVVY! scary shit all the way from our house till custom ... ohmy shit i had to freak out for a moment! pfff..then got home picked all the ppl up in house n walla we went swimming in pulai spring but the weather !!! it had to rained when we go huh?neway it was a weird sun!! coz it damn quiet!!! ahhaa thanks to pp for incresing the price.. now nobody goes there! hahahahhaha... after swimming we went jacuzzi n sauna.. we sat there for like so damn belardy long! hahahhaha n keep pressing button! i cut my finger while trying to lock the door for my cubicle!so annoying!! after all tt bla bla bla.. yay!! llunch time .. not oo hungry tho.. but had noodle soup for lunch..then got home chilled alittle.. n went to church.. for a moment i feel stupid again!! im thinking y do i alwasy care what ppl think n what ppl do... i should just live in my own world n satisfied myself!!
oh well after mass heavy rain sial!! but we still manage to go to tebrau hawker centre for food! wohooo.. so yummy.. gona turn into a big fat fatty!!!

neway its an awsome weekend with friends.. love it love it!!! hahahaha

monday!! oh well had meetings n stuff.. love it when i get busy.. neway im goin to bali next week:P wohooo.. walla ppl...

y the hell must we have HAIR on us exept for those on the head!!

2009-07-03T22:16:00.000-07:00

seriualy i dont understand y do we have to hav bulu ketiak, bulu kaki, bulu tangan .. bulu bulu sumwhere else la! ahahahah damn it.. its like having it but its not nice having it.. y cant we just born without it! its like not very nice to see a babe in bikini n tt he bulu ketiak sticking out without even lifting up her hand!! i saw tt b4!! its was WAY disgusting!! n there u go.. we have to endure the paiin of plucking it! pfff!!! and there is bulu kaki!... omygosh pain like crap can!!! using tt freaking epilator!!! omygosh!! omygosh!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa pain like shit! oh well i know its a random post.. but its just part n parcel of my life! hahaha so who cares!! neway i hate all the extra hairs we have! ahhahahhaha....
neway im very exited coz im meeting a friend who ive not seen for ages.. for agesss ok.. n yay shes coming back:P wopeedooo.. shoobydoooo.. n also meeting some other friend.. i just cant wait.. it a great saturday i guess!! and sunday i hope.. loadsa catching up to do:P hee hee..
neway i just realise what a short attention span i have.. in fact that might b the reason y i multitask so much.. coz i get bored of 1 task at a time.. n also me blogging.. i started out being so entu.. n just after 1 sentence of it.. i get really bored!! n i mean sooo bored!! pfff oh well i wonder:P okaaay ppl.. oh ya.. im learning german as well now.. hahaha its so belardy fun!! hahahhahaha ok.. cya n hav a good week ppl.. adios!

boredom

2009-07-02T03:43:00.000-07:00

tadaaaa.. out of boredom i created a cluth yet again:P hee hee... well i was so bored in work i had to do something.. hahaha ..so i went to stare at my rack.. took some material off.. n walla.. a bag..
vry soft n light!! im gona come up with something more tmr!! hahaha neway im soo sleepy slept late ytd! ohh i had fun watching transformer wwith iris,desmond,jason and hazim i think:P it was so funny.. i had to laugh so much.. but half way tru.. jason even tot i fall asleep.. coz i need to peee.. n the show is funny!! n i cant laugh so much! n i was so cold n shivering!!a ahahhaha oh well! den we ended up in danga bay... fool around in some funny game booth.. n bla bla bla.. im alzy to blog again.. im so sleepy .. i wish sumone could come n tuck me in to bed like a baby:P hahahahhahah walla ppl:P

TDC or ORD?? which do u perfer?

2009-06-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

damn i feel so freaking tired back from singapore... pfff.. left singapore for a wedding dinner with my wife! missed out the fashion show tho!.. oh well had fun in eilleens house.. was awsome!!! one of a kind of a wedding!!! oh well so my wife is finding herself a tdh (tall dark and hansome) but after sometime of thinking and observing she decided on a ord instead ( old rich and dying!) ahhhaa... neway my wife station herself next to the desert bar:P hahahahhahhaa i need to stop her!! hahaha her size zero!! we need to b in size zero babe! neway awsome food.. awsome setting.. but pff ppl.. no pic! ahhahahahha coz i got no cam:P oh yea n i met a BLUE EYES!!!! pff sadly he left.. ok damn1 ahhahahhaha..
party was great.. everything was awsome.. bride was preety!! i wanna get marry too.. anyone???? damn nobody wans me laaaaaa:P hahahhaa oh well i fell down when i was going back to my wifes room.. hahaha coz was so slipery! damn! then sleep n had nightmare again!!! n then pfff!! mornign got back to malaysia!!! frreeaking tired.. stupid babi guy kacau in bus n stuff.. kick em balls only know!
got home n mumy bought sooooooooooooooooooooooo much durian so i ended up having durian for lunch!! wopeee how awsome is tt.. tmr im gona eat more!!!wohooo.. n i told my grandma i gona marry a rich man! n my maid pff said yea find a 30 year old man.. he got more money!! gosh she can b soooo annoying n teasing me all the time!oh fine.. neway was tired n took 3 hoours nap.. so now im better!!! tmr is off day no work.. n rachel is coming n wed!! cant wait!!!! wohoooooo..lazy d!! cya ppl.. ciao bella.. guys forget it:P hee hee

quarantine

2009-06-25T06:16:00.000-07:00

ahhahah as u can see my silly sister is being quarantine home!!! hahaha y? coz she cough in front of her hm!! hahaha but she is not home!! shes enjoying her time!! belardy fool!!oh well she is being sooo grrr!! oh well work work work!! damn ytd i met up with my babes!! n pff they make a video of me being stupid!! seriusly i dint realise how stupid i am!! wooow!! how great i am!! oh well i meeting babes again tmr.. then going to singapore on sat with my wife for wedding dinner and the fashion show i think!!! lazy sial!! suck suck suck!! so lazy go to singapore.. can i like go futher? oh well let me think what else should i say.. ooo i grew fatter and and my hair sucks!! i need to do something to it!! n i miss silly!!! i think most ppl dunno who my silly is.. ok ppl who know shut up ok.. u know who im missing! damn in fact i shouldnt b missing him!!! but but!! damn here is the place tt i can only say ma!!! birthday soon! damn damn damn!!! okok stop stop..
oh well...
moooooooo
ok hahahahha ive been feeling sulky for 2 days.. prolly pms la!! pfff... more work tmr!!!i forgot what i need to say already.. mayb ill come back tmr.. im just so lazy to blog n tweet out of a sudd.. seriusly i think pms is hitting bad:P